Just Upset and Whinning

This hole year has seemed to be nothing but problems for us. With all the medical problems JJ has been having it has been hard enough. Then we find out my sister might have ovarian cancer and has to have surgery and will find out more after the surgery and she could really use my help and I can't help it her but to be hear to listen and I don't feel that is enough, I am here to worry and be scared with and for her and praying that she is okay. I finally got a bit a good news and found out I am starting work, it's only a couple nights a week but better then nothing. And then Al, my husband boss and our landlord tells Rob a couple days ago that we have 4-5 months to move and I have a feeling he is also going to fire him at that point, just from the way he is acting and the stuff he is doing. And I am very worried about it and just don't know what we are going to do. Housing around here is not cheap and moving else where isn't inexpensive either. And after paying our monthly bills there's only enough left to buy food and gas. I just don't know what to do at this point. I really have no one to talk to about this as Rob is just as worried as I am. So I am on here just trying to get it out. Well I will stop my whinning now.

8th day

Today is the 8th day we have been trying to figure out what is wrong with JJ, he is so sick. He has been slowly getting worse over the past month just little things at a time so it was hard to notice until you put it all together, but this last week it has became very noticable. He has been running a persistant fever the last couple of days, he refuses to eat at all is drinking very little. He has lost 15lbs since the end of Jan. He had to go back into a booster seat do to all the weight loss. The Drs aren't really doing or checking much. His ped took a bunch of blood and is running alot of tests, but the nerosurgions just keep sending us home and they should be checking him for a shunt infection. And I pray that isn't what it is!! Here is his 2006/2007 school pic, it was taken right about the time things started going back down hill since his surgery on Jan 31, 2007.

Steven's first hair cut

I am very sad, I know kids grow up, but he is my baby and had to get his first hair cut, which was way over due!!! Yes he sooo cute with his new look, but now he looks like a little boy instead of my baby. Yes I am pouting :) But the lady who cut his hair was nice and saved me all his curls, they were only in the back, so I could put them in his book.


Steven After Hair Cut
Steven Before Hair Cut